Getting ready for the new year...

i cant believe how fast time goes. its already been a year! so many things have gone on since the beginning of this year; things i never DREAMED of happening. during this past year i lost a friend, i made new bonds or old bonds stronger than ever, i crushed on new guys, i learned new lessons, and it may sound a little corny but i grew up a little more. I feel just about ready for a new year and i am really excited to see what god has in store for me this new year. meeting new people? experiencing new things? i dont know. but everything has a reason and im really excited to see how everything "pans out". Its kind of weird looking back at all the evidence of the past year put together and then seeing the result of everything that happens. it really did help me come to the conclusion that everything happens for a reason. I lost a friend, but by losing that friend look at how much i really gained? way more than i lost. by looking at her from an outside perspective shes just plain sycho, loud, annoying, cruel and a HUGE drama queen. And thanks to losing her i gained better bonds with people. i got to know people who are WAY better than her. people that will be there for me whenever i need it and wont give me up for a drug addict boy. She also helped me to grow up and look at life better. so i am really looking forward to the new year. it is sure to hold some surprises for all of us:)

put a smile on your face :)

school's coming up. im eager but at the same time very very afraid. There are people there ready to greet me with hugs and smiles and conversation about our breaks but there are people there that are ready to cuss and yell and scream and throw me evil glares. As if what i did to the friend you stand up for, my old friend, was as bad as she made it seem to you. the truth is i didnt do anything. she seemed to be wanting a fight so i gave her one and left her alone, for good. so its not like you should even be involved but hey. ive discovered that i am actually HAPPIER without you as a friend than i was with you as a friend. i smile now for no reason. you seem to be good to, but you arent letting go like i am. To me its like you never existed now. the only thing that exists in my world are real people that acutally care. they make me smile, you did to but not to the point where i felt absolutely happy with my life. so at school i will be with those people instead of you.

I still have to do that stupid newton scooter :p
at least i can still be happy

flightless bird :)

love that song. it calms me down. i seem to be needing just that right now. its very interesting how things pan out. every single event in your life happens for some reason, one you might not understand at the moment. People change, promises are broken but there will always be a better person on the way. Im sorry that you can no longer be the kind of friend i need. Im sorry you cant trust me for anything. Im sorry you think so highly of yourself when really i was the better person. Im sorry you are just too stuck up. but im not sorry that you are no longer in my life. i hope you are happy, because after i recover from the hurt i will be. There are better people than you. Thanksgiving is interesting. it helps me reflect and think about the good that has been given to me. I am thankful for my family, i am thankful especially for the people that stay up till midnight trying to help me get my head straight ; the people who wait till their parents are asleep just to talk to me. I am thankful i no longer have a burden in my life, i dont have any weight on my shoulders, i am thankful that things like these help me grow up, I AM THANKFUL that you helped me see clearly, helped me put my life and everything that happens into a brand new perspective. Through all your hoping i would hurt, your cruel words, your intentions to no longer be my friend but my enemy, you actually made me stronger. i will no longer be a friend to you. but i am thankful for you. thank you for opening my eyes.

have a nice stuck up life without me.

Soooo......

Twilight was amazing. it wasnt better than the books but that was to be expected. They seemed to cram everything together but i understand there was alot of material to cover. every guy in there is so cute. me and sami were freaking out. well mostly me but yea. i was DAZZLED. shannon and kiersten and emily where silent during the whole thing. except for the occasional laugh at me freaking out. lol. aprul was there which was cool lol. and so was vicky and that creepy girl that wants to jump me. it was fun fun fun! whoo. i want to watch it again though because i couldnt really concentrate on the plot with boys that look like that on the screen. :))) the baseball scene was smexxi haha. jasper and the bat tricks were amazing. anyways i was inspired coming back from the movie so i wrote a song about edwards feelings. it doesnt live up to the book or the movie but hey




p.s. i think alice cullen is the most amazing vampire ever :)))

just to remind you

everything i say on here is what i feel AT THE MOMENT i will never mention it again if the situation turns out okay. this is where i vent when im upset so dont trip over anything i say on here. whenever i write here im being completely honest with myself to get out my frustration or anger. PEOPLE VENT ALL THE TIME so is it against the rules for me to??????!?!?!?! im pretty sure you do that to so DONT TRIP. its just how i feel. im not a ROBOT who can keep my feelings in! i need to write and talk about it. its how everyone learns and gets things out of their system

DONT TRIP OVER THIS CRAP ON HERE

<3 michelle

hmm....

just in a thinking/writing to myself mood lately. If you do something wrong once and feel sorry about it, havent you learned your lesson to never do it again, seeing what the effects to your actions has caused? well thats what i used to think but some people seem to be trying to prove my thoughts wrong.

I feel like i cant trust anyone anymore. its weird to say i know but thats how i feel. People backstab and lie and hurt you all the time and thast why all you can trust it yourself because you ARE the ONLY person that you can trust. there may be some exeptions im not sure yet. lets see what the future holds. I think i should keep to myself a little more. Think about what i say, before i say it. so that way at least it lessens my chance of getting hurt by people.

anyways you probably didnt get that.
sorry bout that :) bye.

clouds can move and skies will be wide open....

yo. yo yo! yea i said it twice! haha. wuzzup? so ive just realized how well things are cleaned up these days. The drama is fading but of course it WILL take a while to re gain my trust. But sure we talk, we're just not as close. So im really excited for these next few weeks, it seems after the bad crap im actually getting some good in return. My fav. show's new episode is coming up BOOYAH FATTAY, i get to see my family this thanksgiving, twilights coming out, and a certain missed family is coming to visit! im so stoked. Speaking of thanksgiving, im really thankful for my family. When everyone else fails they are always there to talk to, and to encourage me. im glad i have someone who understands me. you know who you are....I LOVE YOU GUYS

anyways,

im out of here yall, peace! HAHAHA

drama, drama , drama

yea im not really a fan of that crap, in fact im not a fan at all. Then why did it just come knocking at my door? my goodness what did i do wrong? ugh. TRUST, its hard to gain from me and even harder to earn back, then why would someone break it. I put all frikken doubts aside because i thought i wasnt giving her what she deserved but actually i was wrong. She doesnt deserve that kind of gratitude. my "sister". why would you do that do a person you were so close to? why would you lie to someone you care so much about? i dont mind that she likes him, i mean look at him! but i do mind the very fact that she has kept this from me for so long! youve told me about EVERY guy youve dated but not this one! a "didnt want to hurt you" ohmygoodness. you just hurt me by lying. if you told me in the first place i would be FINE! but no....you wanted to be little ms. shady!

im done :)

p.s. you could have any guy, but you picked him. :p

oh and by the way...

read twilight.



haha i just finished with the entire series. i read like one book a day so ima re read them just to remind myself of what happened. but i really dont wanna read new moon i hate that one haahah. anyways yea READ IT! like it says on the back of new moon..."give into the temptation" boo-yah fatty. ima get all of them for christmas and read midnight sun. i want an edward shirt from hot topic. can you get me one pretty please? i would be the happiest camper EVER! pretty please???



hahaha anyways peace son

DANG IT

the stupid economy got me all grumpy on my relaxation weekend! gosh. the next dang president whoever that may be in the future better fix all of this or god help me i will march down the the whitehouse and fix the dang thing MYSELF.

STUPID MONEY!

im done.

p.s. i loved the lovebug music video look down at mr. joseph adam...wow.

ERG

i hate school dang it. even though there is less homework this year. theres waY more studying to do. speaking of studying i gotta study for that stupid geometry test. there is NO WAY i can memorize all that crap GOSH anyways i was bored so bye!

you know....

sorry i havent been posting on this thing. i actually forgot about it but now i need to vent so this is where i go =]

its a little too personal but hey. so theres this guy and lets say hes nice to look at. he ended up liking the wrong person. you know how in a mid summer nights dream everyone falls in love with someone they arent supposed to fall in love with? well the situations the same. i mean i dont mind if she likes him back but shes my best friend she should at least tell me she does instead of trying to go behind my back sneeking around like that. just tell me. cant you trust me enough? it just hurts when you know someone is lying to your face and it hurts to see someone you like with your friend not you. anyways i dont think anyone cares but hey.

anyways, moving on. im doing good just a little confused. going to the bannisters house on sunday that should be absolutely amazing. schools a drag btw i HATE geometry.

peace for now,
michelle

fighting but losing

i dont know why but i am losing a person in my life. They have made my life better i mean making me laugh and smile but something happened to make that person just walk out. And if your wondering no its not a boy i like. its a friend. did i do something? i just dont know. i dont want this to happen cuz i would miss this person but everything happens for a reason right......

AHHHHHHHH!!!1

7/15/08 a.k.a. the best night of my life! haha. the jonas boys blew me away with their singning, emotions, EVERYTHING! seeing joe smile and make big eyes when he heard our screams was the best sight in the world for me! i love that boy! AHAH its true though. demi was amazing i used to hate her but after yesterday i am amazed by that gurl. it just proves the saying "dont judge a book by its cover" demi is approved by michelle reyes! haha. gosh those boys are just great GREAT GREAT! amazing! yes! haha. im going again tommorow yay! i cant wait to see them again! too bad these girls in the back who were like 6 were trampled by teenagers wanting to be picked to go to front row! one kid had to be taken away in a wheelchair! gosh darn people. touching a jonas in front row is not worth sending a little girl enjoying her first concert ever to the hospital. anyways

I LOVE JOE! ROCK ON!

MICHELLE OUT!

update thingy

soo....geeze what has been happening to me so far? well 4th of July for one thing! dude the most amazing 4th i have ever had. It felt really good to hang out with these crazy kids
we were missing 2 i guess. which was marissa and her friend amanda. It would have been even funner with them but hey what can you do? We "lit bombs" as phillip would say but really they were firecrackers. we also used these sparkler things to "jonify" the whole street! gosh that was amazing. Yesterday we went to the mall and watched kit kitteridge american girl. which may seem like a bad movie but it was amazing! the concert is in 10 days and i am so excited! my seats are awesome. i know for a fact i am meeting demi lovato. hey you never know maybe after meeting her i may like her but we'll see. The jonas brothers is a maybe you know with so many gurls around them you never know! i may get lucky so pray that i will get to meet my husband. I got a "shane grey" hat to match my joe one so i got the gear for my concert. we have annoying neighbors! who swims and yells at 1:00 am!!!!!! gosh.LOL okay peace!

checking in

hey guys im just checking in since i havent done a new blog in a while. My fam has the old house all empty and cleaned up now so thats good. but theres another problem....unpacking all of the boxes that are in the garage and around our house. So i should be busy doing that. But not too busy to hang out with someone haha. so make plans with me please. haha. yesterday the G. sisters went to my house which was pretty fun. um......so yea. me and natalie have our room all settled in and so far i think that it is the best in the whole house. I broke my guitar string yesterday UGH SUCKZ. but on the bright side i won a signed naked brothers band CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! booh to the YAH! anyways im hungry bye
michelle

TIRED!!!

ok guys so im back on for a little while but not for long cuz i am on my dad's laptop and our internet isnt gonna be set up for a while but i thought i would give you guys an update =] so i am in our new house right now and we are about 85% moved in!!!! it took 2 and a half whole days of work but it is starting to actually pay off. the house is way big and hannah now has more than enough room to cause some trouble and play around. Hopefully i will be able to put up some posters in my room soon but i still have to pick up some putty stuff to put the posters up. And then hopefully idk maybe ericka can come over and help me. No cable at the moment =[ so we pretty much have no entertainment at all! geeeze! i am so tired man. carrying boxes up and down stairs all day!!!!! how fun is that! uh not much. but we are almost done and all we pretty much have to do is pick up some little stuff then clean up the old house then we are DONE! well i gotta go now peeps.

talk to you soon (hopefully) but you can still hit me up on my cell or home phone,

michelle

Moving

hey guys! so i am moving to a new house, which means PACKING! we have to pack the computer pretty soon so i wont be on. This summer's pretty boring so far so MAKE PLANS WITH ME! Friday might be a fun day. depends on rochelle and ricka's parents though. Moving to a new house should be fun. I need some help putting up my posters! any volunteers? haha. If you wanna help you better not hate the jonas brothers cuz most of the posters are of them haha. but i have art work by me to put up so yea. Anyways thats about it.

be on when im done moving!

MICHELLE!

cherry wars!!!!

yesterday we went cherry picking babayy!!!! my first time ever in my life and it was thee bomb dot com!!!! Rochelle and ericka SHOULD'VE came but they COULDNT so me, akena, and natalie took the little weirdo of a brother instead =]. So we got there and it was majorly hot but i didnt notice. We began picking cherries like there was no tommorow. I ate one and then i was hooked. I picked some, put it in the bucket then ate the ones in the bucket so i had to pick more =] then i started throwing cherries at akena. That started a HUGE war. Note to self: i cant throw! haha i always missed but i hit akena a good amount of times and once it went in her shirt! then natalie joined the war and then i was on the phone with my grandma. She was warning me to look out for rattle snakes cuz they were out at this time and then nat threw one at my ear and i screamed OW! My grandma was all WHAT DID U GET BIT! and she freaked out haha. then i choked on my cherry because of that. After that i had the best ice cream ever (home made by the people working there) Then we went home, i got to go shopping, saw shaida at the mall (wat a tall person!) GOT A PURITY RING!!!!!! FINALLYY!!!!! AWESOME DAY!!!!

Just a start!

hey its myshell!!!!!! okey dokey rochelle told me to make one and i didnt want to but since i am bored right now i made one! haha. So this is basically so people wont ask me over and over again whats up they can just read here. Also its for my fam that are far away to check up on whats going on w/ me. Also ALSO....its so i can post my songs here and you can hear and read them =] so check back and enjoy reading about my life!

peace for now,meechelle