areyouserious.

am i trying to hard? i mean i know, our relationship is SUPPOSED to be natural. It is with all my other family members but ours is a bit....awkward in person. I mean youve helped me through alot and you obviously mean ALOT to me but do i mean the same to you? i mean you never seem like you care at all, and whenever im around you seem distant. I dont know maybe im going crazy. I usually am. But i just..i just wish there was something i could do you know? i have no clue what im saying, and people reading this might not even understand but i really needed to get this out. I LOVE YOU i just don't know if you care.