Dang

1. I feel like I don't know you anymore , and what scares me the most is : what if you DO break up with him (the person who changed you in the first place) and you don't go back to YOU ? You're the most amazing , kind , REAL , easy to talk to person i know . I'm hoping for a good outcome because to lose something as rare as a person you know you'd never have a fight with , a person who you're sure you will simply be best friends with for a LOOONG time , is to lose alot .

2. It frustrates me how i have this annooyinnnng concept , or train of thought in the back of my MIND . It (or he) just sticks there . Its very hard to explain . Its like its there in the back of my mind 24/7 and im aware of it but i never actually THINK about it. Does that make sense? HIGH SCHOOL, oh man i can't wait to see what happens with this train of thought....

THATS ALL .