breathe.

1.)okay,i went into this expecting a okay, i can do that. or NO WAY *beep* but not a "i really miss you and id be cool with being your friend". woah. i got caught so off guard. i AM tempted to be your friend, sincerely, i miss you. but i can see the person i miss isnt really you at the moment. Youve changed and i realize i cant be friends with you at the moment. Im glad we're okay i got really tired of getting and giving dirty looks. You have to understand that im not ready, i cant trust you after that, and i really hope you ARE trying to be a better person; but right now its a no. im sorry, but my life without you has been good. im glad youre kinda sorta in it again but lets keep it like THAT for a while:)

2.)I MISS YOU. i miss you deeply. i miss the days where we would talk on the phone for hours and hours and my sisters would get mad and yell at me to get off the phone because it was bound to put a dent in the phone bill. I get really sad when you only talk to me to get help on your homework and really that isnt even talking.ugh. i just hate how we were best friends, i had to move. iloveyou though. you always make me laugh or used to at least and you give me the best advice. i just miss 6th grade! ugh. i wish i had a time machine.