a calm moment

yes it is true my life is finally settling down for me to breath. I know it won't be like this for long but i might as well enjoy it while i can. I think this is really a chapter in my life that is closing. This chapter has been...tiring to say the least. Its been one of the worst but also once i think about it the best times in my life. I mean meeting new people, losing some, gaining some, regaining some. Its all a huge rush. Theres been alot of struggles but this has to be one of my favorite times in my life because this is the one where i learn and grow.

lets see where this crazy thing called life takes me next.

we are changing;

man i feel so dang emo today. (trust me i am no where near that stage at all). How many people have i lost? how many people are drifting away from me right now? well the numbers arent very cheerful. I dont know what i do, but i do them and people hate me. Almost everyone freaking hates me or doesnt like me anymore. Ive lost people that i wanted to be in my life forever and im still losing the ones that helped me get through the most painful situations ive come across in my entire life. Im no stranger to pain though. i know most of it is all my fault, i was dumb in my past i did dumb things and i continue to do dumb things. Hopefully im becoming a better person and in the end, ill have at least ONE person. someone. anyone.

im-a-healthy-girl:)

yaaaay. so yeah my uncle scored an amazing basketball hoop and now, i get to play whenever i want:) its a good thing too. ive been meaning to excersise (spelt that wrong) more, if you cant tell im fat. hahaha. yeah yeah yeah "NO YOUR NOT SHUT UP MICHELLE" hahahaa or "im going to shank you with this umbrella", but i think i am haha. so yeah. i feel so dang healthy :)