Getting ready for the new year...

i cant believe how fast time goes. its already been a year! so many things have gone on since the beginning of this year; things i never DREAMED of happening. during this past year i lost a friend, i made new bonds or old bonds stronger than ever, i crushed on new guys, i learned new lessons, and it may sound a little corny but i grew up a little more. I feel just about ready for a new year and i am really excited to see what god has in store for me this new year. meeting new people? experiencing new things? i dont know. but everything has a reason and im really excited to see how everything "pans out". Its kind of weird looking back at all the evidence of the past year put together and then seeing the result of everything that happens. it really did help me come to the conclusion that everything happens for a reason. I lost a friend, but by losing that friend look at how much i really gained? way more than i lost. by looking at her from an outside perspective shes just plain sycho, loud, annoying, cruel and a HUGE drama queen. And thanks to losing her i gained better bonds with people. i got to know people who are WAY better than her. people that will be there for me whenever i need it and wont give me up for a drug addict boy. She also helped me to grow up and look at life better. so i am really looking forward to the new year. it is sure to hold some surprises for all of us:)