school's coming up. im eager but at the same time very very afraid. There are people there ready to greet me with hugs and smiles and conversation about our breaks but there are people there that are ready to cuss and yell and scream and throw me evil glares. As if what i did to the friend you stand up for, my old friend, was as bad as she made it seem to you. the truth is i didnt do anything. she seemed to be wanting a fight so i gave her one and left her alone, for good. so its not like you should even be involved but hey. ive discovered that i am actually HAPPIER without you as a friend than i was with you as a friend. i smile now for no reason. you seem to be good to, but you arent letting go like i am. To me its like you never existed now. the only thing that exists in my world are real people that acutally care. they make me smile, you did to but not to the point where i felt absolutely happy with my life. so at school i will be with those people instead of you.
I still have to do that stupid newton scooter :p
at least i can still be happy
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